2022.01.21 07:36 CapyZ What do adults actually do day to day?
2022.01.21 07:36 Crul_ P. T. Adamczyk, Olga Jankowska - Never Fade Away (feat. Vila & Anja Hermann) [Cornelius Link]
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2022.01.21 07:36 Kaiyasami 26M from Uk - Bored [chat]
2022.01.21 07:36 TheEvilGhost Russia sends two S-400 battalions to Belarus for drills - Interfax
2022.01.21 07:36 Acevicit-2020 BRO I VOMMITED AFTER DRINKING TOO MUCH ORANGE JUICE, can I get a rip for my stummy
2022.01.21 07:36 ikvindhelemaaalmooi Oh no
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2022.01.21 07:36 WeAllFuckingFucked RIP Michael Lee "Meat Loaf" Aday (1947-2022) | Here he is performing his most-known work, "I'd Do Anything For Love"
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2022.01.21 07:36 More-Ad5552 Russian subway creatures be like
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2022.01.21 07:36 MakingAGamee Creature Sim - The Unofficial spiritual successor to Spore
After some years of development, I present to you, Creature Sim! The hardest project I've ever worked on! lol
Consider subscribing to https://www.reddit.com/CreatureSim/ for more info!
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2022.01.21 07:36 Skagnor_Bognis How do you beat Mithrix with Engineer on Monsoon?
I know it's been asked before but I'm specifically struggling with the part where he takes all your items away. It doesn't matter how well my run is going or what my turrets are doing, as soon as he strips away all my items I get immediately one shotted by his AOE attack. Can't outrun it, can't hide in the shield, can't get my turrets to distract him for long enough to get my items back. Any hints for this?
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2022.01.21 07:36 Arnadus Little-Known Altcoin Project That’s Up Over 70% Year-to-Date Launches $400,000,000 Ecosystem Fund
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2022.01.21 07:36 Entire_Character7386 It's just too much
SUPER LONG (and probably depressing)
I don't even know where to start to explain my situation right now. I found out about my pregnancy (super early, I am 5w) 2 weeks ago. The pregnancy came at a time when I was already psychologically down. I have been followed by a psychiatrist and psychologist for years, I was also taking medication which I started to taper off in June and I took my last dose before Christmas, but it was a bad idea as I had already started to feel ill again by the end of November.
I am 33 years old, I have been in a stable relationship for 13 years, but I was not ready for a pregnancy. I often thought about it because I felt the biological clock and the pressure of time passing. One day in November I was talking to my therapist about it and he told me the wrong things. He told me that when you look for children and they don't come, it's painful. I felt so shitty that I came home and said to my partner "OK let's have a child". We had unprotected sex and afterwards I felt so bad that I was about to take the morning-after pill. I didn't take it and I didn't get pregnant. But by then the words were ringing in my head: what if I can't have a baby when I want to? What if it's too late when I want it? But am I even sure I want a child? But not wanting one would mean breaking off my relationship because my partner wants them and I can't be responsible for taking this joy away from him.
We have decided to continue having unprotected sex because it doesn't happen immediately, does it? And instead I'm pregnant. And I feel bad. And I've been sick for years, and lately I've been even worse. Shortly before I found out I was pregnant I had made an appointment with the psychiatrist to be put on medication again. But now I feel twice as bad and I can't take anything because it's not recommended in the first semester.
This pregnancy brings out all my problems, the emptiness I have felt for years for a mother who was emotionally absent. For the bond that was never created because in addition to her emotional absence I was also separated a few weeks in hospital when I was 3 months old. All these wounds I feel and such deep pain that is now coming out like a bomb. On top of that I'm not ready for a baby, for all the giving up, for not sleeping, for changing my whole life. I am terrified of childbirth because I have already suffered so many traumas in my life and I honestly don't want to experience any more. I'm terrified of the emotional aspect of having a baby, because having a baby means throwing your feelings and your emotionality to the others. I'm terrified of having my in-laws poking into my life and my private sphere because I don't want anyone, I don't want to show my vulnerabilities.
The minute I open my eyes in the morning, a five-tonne stone falls on me. I can't concentrate, I just want to stay in bed and read, watch Netflix. Doing whatever doesn't make me think. Trying to distract myself.
Through it all, the two people who are supposed to help me, the psychiatrist and the psychologist are not understanding me. They told me absurd things like that since I decide to keep him (and this is not in discussion for me), I have to accept everything that comes together because otherwise this child will immediately feel unwanted and that I have to stop throwing tantrums or else I will become the child. So I feel guilty about my mental health. They take it for granted that I will breastfeed, that I will have a maternal sense because for women it is innate. I perceive them as men who are only capable of judging and for me "no uterus, no opinion". I feel alone. I don't want to go to them anymore but I need support and I don't know what to do. It's not so easy to change therapist in my health system, it takes a lot of bureaucracy and I don't have the strength.
I don't even have friends to talk to about all this. My partner is there and does what he can but I can't throw everything at him.
On top of that I've also been diagnosed with a liver mass and I'm waiting for the doctors to give me an answer. There are two options and in one of them a pregnancy puts my life at risk. Next week I also have to go for a genetic test because I have 3 cases of breast cancer in my family so I also have that sword of damocles on my head. It's just too much.
I don't know why I'm writing here. I don't know what I expect from you. I'm sorry to put you through all this but I feel too lonely, lost and I don't know what to do.
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2022.01.21 07:36 y2imm Max pain $125
I'm very conflicted. On the one hand, I want MOASS nownownow. On the other, wave dude said $90-something. Either way, today looks like another big nothing.
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2022.01.21 07:35 ZoolShop Samsung to start Galaxy S22 preorder reservations with early bird bonuses
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2022.01.21 07:35 No_Worldliness486 Will amano shrimp jump this open tank if the water quality is good?
2022.01.21 07:35 MC-Monika Has this ever happened to you? :(
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2022.01.21 07:35 crytoloover Daily Degen Farm Update | BSC-FTM-ONE-CRO-AVAX-POLY-AURA | New Farms and L2s
2022.01.21 07:35 ToxicAssasin101 I really wanted the Lola brawl pass as she is my favourite brawler :( My friend got me gems and when I looked into my account I saw this: Why you bully me :(((
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2022.01.21 07:35 BookkeeperDue3516 most prolly from a recent movie/series.... whos she?? found a drunk dancing clip of her in a meme
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2022.01.21 07:35 Wooden-Cheesecake383 1. Titjob 2. Blowjob 3. Anal 4. Varginal 5.Dreier 6. Gang Bang
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2022.01.21 07:35 Accomplished_Echo_27 FUNNY 1 SHOT AMBER BUILD IDEA
Imagine 4 baron bunny all exploding at once. this just might be possible in solo if this build works.
4p gambler set with atk%/pyro/ CD
any bow of choice
here's the idea: gambler gives skill damage buff and cd reset after a kill so if you have c4 hypothetically you could place 4 baron bunnies'. And constellation 2 gives the baron bunny 200% damage bonus.
So if you 1. apply cryo 2. benett burst 3. place all 4 bunnies 4. shoot the foot and we could have some crazy numbers hypothetically speaking.
idk if this works cause i don't have amber constellation or pyro artifacts but its a funny build so if it works link video pls
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2022.01.21 07:35 Atsuyafrost Why are ginger boys so cute
2022.01.21 07:35 nujuat So you're saying we should live life like the lobsters?
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2022.01.21 07:35 schlupfknoten4 How do I know how many km to run per week?
So basically I’m wondering how much I should run per week. I usually do around 3-4 runs a week. I’d love to do more but I have issues with my hips and my knee sometimes so I take rest days (no serious injuries tho I guess). I’m currently aiming for 25-30km per week but I don’t know it it’s too much/too less. I’ll run Berlin marathon in September and I’ll be using a training plan which starts in July with up to 70km per week.
Question is: should I slowly raise my weekly km’s? Am I doing enough?
For context: 21yr old female, started running 07/2021, longest run so far is 25km
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2022.01.21 07:35 GloriusModelO2021 What skin should I buy?